March 23rd 2007

Nine years ago today, I received possibly the saddest news in my life, and today, today is the hardest for me coop with it. He wouldn't want me to cry, but I can't help it. He died doing what he loved, racing. His death, created so many new safety requirements, that has saved so many people to this day.

Nine years ago today, I lost the guy who always made me smile and blush on Sunday's at the race track. He would never take a bulletin from anyone else, but me. I would always get a hug and smile in return. He would always compliment me on my outfit, and call me beautiful. Eric was the happiest, most glowing person I knew as a kid. I like to believe he helped me become the person I am today. There are few things I remember of him, since I was so young, I dont remember much, but I know, if he were alive today, he would be so proud of me. Of who I've become, and what I've overcome. Eric will live with me till the day I die. I'll see him again someday, and that, that day will be the happiest day of my life. I love you so much Eric, thanks for everything you've done.